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In your honor or maybe to my shame,

I don't know.

Few months and something
or a little less of something,

i don't remember.

I’ve been hunted from your moments,
within my moments, in my dreams.
And I decide to count them.

And I counted.
 
Thirty nights beside you,
and a thousand glances on your shoulders
and many more, i counted, 
staring your chest breathing,

early in the mornings.

The shivers of your lips,
the spasms of your thighs,
in the countless kisses , 

in the everlasting “I want you”.

And I counted again and again i counted,
your fast departures
your insecure looks behind the back,

my insecure looks, 

your infinitely full of egoism tears,

and your only true lie,

hiding behind a vast empty phone call,
 
“goodbye”.

Your sweet but desperate farewell ..